Sinéad O’Connor incredible sacrifice at 33 years old

Hello world, today I will speak my mind about Sinéad O’Connor. From childhood I felt an incredible connection with her, even if I didn’t knew anything about her personal life, but just listening her song “Nothing Compare 2 U”, the music, her face, her eyes, I felt something very very deep, like extreme Love and not in a sexual way. At that time I was a 13-14 years old kid, I couldn’t understand English language, I didn’t knew anything about her, but I really felt deep emotions each and every single time when I heard that song.. like it was written and played with pure heart, with very deep passion.. a piece of her life inside the song.

I stood up against my family and friends several times to defend Sinéad, because everyone around me, in my country were making funny jokes about her haircut.. In Romania was very rare at that time to see a bald girl. I’ve said numerous times to my friends not to make bad jokes if they don’t know anything about a person, that she might had have a trauma or more.. that her haircut might be a form of protest etc..

This year 2013, when something happened also in my brain and everything changed in my life, by instinct I started to research on internet the persons that impressed me a lot with their work, their words, songs etc.. and as “Nothing compare 2 U” stocked to my memory since 20 years ago or so.. I had to look also in Sinéad O’Connor life.

This is how I found out that she has a life path of 33 (SUM up all the numbers in her birthday)

Sinéad Marie Bernadette O’Connor (born 8 December 1966)

8/12/1966 = 8+1+2+1+9+6+6=33

Not only that but according to Sinéad statements she tried to take her life on her 33 years birthday. What did she felt that day that was so unbearable to live with? It is known that she is into Christian religion.. does she felt what Jesus felt when HE was killed by man kind? I don’t know how did she felt..but I can tell you how I felt.. with 2 weeks before my 33 years birthday. I felt like John the Baptist and John Connor from Terminator movie, a combination between these 2 characters, the problem is that I didn’t knew much about John the Baptist, but somehow, something activated in my brain that probably allowed the brain to work at different frequency.. being able to recall lost memories.. being able to make very fast neuronal connections.. and basically the best way to describe what happened.. is like everything I have ever watch, seen, felt, experienced my entire life.. come together to a point of UNITY… and as I wasn’t able at that time to properly explain what is going on.. I had to define what I felt somehow.. and the best description I found at that time were those two characters. I never said to doctors that I am John the Baptist, I even written on the paper something like… I feel like him, like a modern John, but me, I am me.. I haven’t depersonalized myself. Anyway they didn’t wanted to listen too much to what I had to say, their procedure kept me 3 days in isolation, like in prison, like I was some kind of criminal. I didn’t wanted to sign the treatment agreement, I told them that we can go in justice and so on.. after that I felt bad saying those words.. and I said in my mind that I am stronger than their pills.. When I was blackmailed to sign the agreement “Mister Ionut, if you don’t sign the agreement treatment we don’t give you cigarette”… I said to myself that is better to be positive because they will keep me locked even more time.. so I sold myself for a cigarette.. Their treatment made me happy.. basically I was drugged … euphoric etc.. but in the same time their treatment affected my memory.. I took me around 30 days without pills to recover my lost memories. In present I have mixed feelings about hospital story.. on one side I thank them for taking me out from my hyper-mania state.. on the other side their first assumptions were wrong and their strong treatment could have left a huge mark on my brain… this is why when I felt that their pills harm me… I insisted to be released from that hospital. Today I got over it, is not anymore a personal matter but has become a matter of “How many others will suffer because of the Romanian medical system?”. Why I had to discover myself that I have bipolar disorder? Where is the so called professionalism? In many cases doctors and assistants are hired based on nepotism and bribe, not on their professional skills.. Should I let it go? Should I close my eyes completely? Should I become ignorant and superficial like them? On the other side.. I have to take also in consideration that there were more than 50 other patients in that pavilion and only 2 or 3 assistants on a shift.. in a way is logical that they couldn’t allocated all their time for me.. Anyway as I said, my choice was to try in the future to help somehow the system.. with my words.. with my actions… with my positivity… the power of example.

Now let’s get back to Sinéad, she also has this bipolar disorder… same like me she is able to feel things that can’t be felt by people that don’t have this disorder. Not to say again about the cycle of 33 .. 1966 her birthday year.. 66 being double 33.. 1999…99 being triple 33…999 being also triple 333 etc..so what kind of things influenced her mind so deeply? I feel that is something more than simple Religion and even something more than Science.. I feel that sooner or later Scientists will decode this, but those that suffer of bipolarity have to learn to describe better what they feel, to not be so afraid anymore to share their mind. Isolation is not the key, hate is also not the key.. POSITIVITY and interaction with the Doctors and Scientists is they key…but also doing your own research is good… From my point of view.. as long as with your actions you don’t break any laws, you don’t have suicidal ideation, you don’t chase people on the street and so on.. is possible to fight against this disorder also with positivity not only pills. If you prefer drugs to keep you in line.. that is your choice.. but always read about each pill side effects…

On a 4 October 2007 broadcast of The Oprah Winfrey Show, O’Connor disclosed that she had been diagnosed with bipolar disorder four years earlier, and had attempted suicide on her 33rd birthday on 8 December 1999.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sin%C3%A9ad_O%27Connor

Few months after her suicidal attempt, on 13 June 2000 Sinéad released Faith and Courage album. Very profound melodic lines and lyrics, very spiritual as well. Just listen this album and you might understand her feelings maybe also your own feelings.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Faith_and_Courage

Sinéad was also named as priest years ago, and is very rare for a woman to be recognized as priest.

In the late 1990s, Bishop Michael Cox of the Irish Orthodox Catholic and Apostolic Church (an Independent Catholic group not in communion with the Catholic Church) ordained O’Connor as a priest. The Catholic Church considers ordination of women to be invalid and asserts that a person attempting the sacrament of ordination upon a woman incurs excommunication.[71] The bishop had contacted her to offer ordination following her appearance on the RTÉ’s Late Late Show, during which she told the presenter, Gay Byrne, that had she not been a singer, she would have wished to have been a Catholic priest. After her ordination, she indicated that she wished to be called Mother Bernadette Mary.[71]

In a July 2007 interview with Christianity Today, O’Connor stated that she considers herself a Christian and that she believes in core Christian concepts about the Trinity and Jesus Christ. She said, “I think God saves everybody whether they want to be saved or not. So when we die, we’re all going home… I don’t think God judges anybody. He loves everybody equally.” She also expressed a belief in pantheism, viewing the physical universe as a body with divine “energy.”[72] In an October 2002 interview, she credited her Christian faith in giving her the strength to live through, and then overcome the effects of, her child abuse.[28]

Now let’s see what Numerologists have to say about a life path of 33

http://seventhlifepath.com/numerology/life-path-number-33/

A birth date that reduces down to 33 is very rare. When it does happen you may be looking at a great and significant spiritual leader along the lines of the Dalai Lama (Life Path 22) or Gandhi (Life Path 9). Remember that a 33 is also a 6 life path, a very nurturing and responsible number.

33 is the Master Teacher. This individual’s focus is on reaching the world and uplifting the loving energy of mankind. They are not concerned with personal ambition, and have great devotion to cause.

Life Path number 33 is signified by the word altruistic. This number has a high energy and is concerned with doing good in the world.

Those with Life Path number 33 want to use their life to raise the consciousness of as many people as possible. Their concern is the earth and all the people who live here. It’s really a beautiful life path number. As you may have guessed few have it. Below are some key points you might want to take into consideration to help you on your path …

The 33/6 life path will call you to leadership and responsibility. This may not always please you, but you’ll have to make your peace with it.

The 33 individuals usually achieve fame through acts of kindness, tenderness and compassion that lead to the transformation of the world’s consciousness. The details may vary. We could be talking about the Pope, we could be talking about a wonderful first-grade teacher.

If you are like the majority with life path 6, you will always be the best person to take charge of things. Your other choice is to sit back and criticize, so make your peace and just do it.

You have a good chance of being a great cook. You have the vision to dream it, and the organizational skills to do it right. It’s a great way to relax. Besides, you love to eat!

You are always coming up with ideas that other people think are a bit “out there.” Follow your instincts, and others will follow you. We’ll end up with a kinder, gentler world.

Thanks Sinéad, you and your life experience helped me a lot, to better understand my mind and what I have to do from now on. In relation with Miley Cyrus, she is too young to understand or to feel you.. she needs time, years, to experiment various aspects of life, in order to find her own life path.. maturity etc.. Keep fighting but preferable with Positivity and acceptance that others are not like us. The most we can do is to share the knowledge and the power of love that we have.. and let people decide what is better for them. Try to get over this episode…

Also if you visit Sinéad official website http://www.sineadoconnor.com/ you will notice in the middle a big flower with 32 petals + 1 middle circle… 32+1=33 🙂 I can tell you being 100% sure that this was not by chance. In the rest I let you find your own ANSWERS.

Best regards, John

Comments

comments


3 thoughts on “Sinéad O’Connor incredible sacrifice at 33 years old”

  1. wow! this was so nice. I have also the connection to this number and pure innocent love you describe for various celebrities, I ,we feel deeply as you said and its so compassionate to state it as “someone with bi polar understands/feels more that others cant” as a GIFT rather than an “illness” is so loving of you! and I agree. its so true!!! we are probably those who hoped without hope (yet still hope in that) and got “stuck here” and we can see and feel each other..while others cant…

  2. I also went through spiritual testing At 33 and then every 7 years (so it happened just once more so far) and its been particularly grueling spiritual warfare that I can see would drive someone to suicide for sure! its unbearable… to answer your question you posed above the only thing I can think of that drives a person to suicide if they are spiritual as she is /I am/you are.. is not being recognized! feeling lost.. loving others/someone so much that you miss them too much and feel cut off and also… the deep pain of abuse.. that happens even to others (I cant even watch news or anything I hear of child abuse etc I go into these deep relapses) anything against the truth of love…it seems its even being murdered all the time! (the truth of the love we feel so strong and how much we need it to actually manifest in this world,or that we ascend if world wont change/the need to be saved/loved/rescued) Bible says “I am being murdered all the day long” and daughter zion gasps for breath saying “my soul faints due to the murderers ” of her soul….. abuse against a child/truth of love/innocence..who can bear it?? and in this world it just never seems to stop!

  3. paul actually says “I cant decide!” to leave his body or stay here and serve.. he says to die is gain and to be with Christ far better but to stay here and do good work is a reward and he cant even decide.. and if all he has is “hope” in Christ he is of all men most miserable.. its a yearning…that is painful… and if unrequieted…its torment….its a soul we all love too much… we cannot be without it.

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.

Copyright @ 2013 - 33faith.com